Things Will Work Out

I've been so busy stressing that I haven't looked to the future lately. I always just keep moving forward because I don't know what else to do. I don't know how to give up. I haven't had time to really trip out sufficiently, too, because I’m overly busy. But when my friend dropped me off, he sincerely said that things will work out. I told him that it always does. He said, "What else can you do?" I should've said, "I wouldn't know." That's when I realized that I haven't even looked at the possibility that it will, but it will! Sometimes even the smallest things people say have a profound impact if you're open to it.

I didn't realize it at the time, but it really resonated in me that night. I was sitting in my old room. It was empty and lifeless. But I didn't see it as a home stripped away from me anymore. I don't know what I saw, but it wasn't at all bad. That's something. And it s because I knew that things will work out. Sometimes I just have to stop and realize that for what it's worth.

I have awesome friends who pulled through for me at the end, helping me with my move. I have other friends who helped me look for a place. I live in such a chaotic world that sometimes I forget that things will work out, that things do work out. I see it as though I’m spinning, spinning, spinning. I stop only to do it all over again. I don’t always realize that I made it each and every time. This will be no different.