My Sanctuary Gone

AJ once told me that I open up more in my own room than anywhere else. That shocked me because I hate that place. He said, "You may hate that it's your home, but it's your home." In spite of how messy it is and how toxic the energy is, a place where I can be open is a sanctuary, is my sanctuary. It's difficult for me to open up, so it's huge. I'm not sad that I'm leaving that place, but I'm sad that the sanctuary I've built there is gone. No, not gone just homeless. I guess I'll have to find a sanctuary somewhere else. I can do that. I just have to find a place first.